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Hahaha really i’m so shy to post this. He is .. umm he is the rare and unexpected friend for me hehe. I dont know why must him, why must in him i feel so complete, maybe i’m over but that’s all what i feel. I just feel so happy when i get his short message, his calling, and it feel so wonderful and amazing when i get him look at me with his smile and than gone softly, oh God i’m melting haha. In the fact we just friend ussualy friend, in the school sometimes when we meet, we throw our smile one each other and you know, i think i and him feel there’s something special at that time J as the key word, i’m older than him but sometimes i do some-act like i’m younger than him, haha that’s nevermind because i’m a girl and ussualy every girl do some-act like me hehe, but its not mean that he’s not spoiled -____-  sometimes his spoiled too much you know. But i  always amazed why i always wanna understand him. Yaa maybe because he’s good, kind, cute, cool, and yes he’s sweet J i never think that i’ll feel like this before, i mean there’s no and will not there speciall something in him but yeah destiny and fate say something different right now J you all know? Sometimes he look so annoying, but i know, there’s nice mean behind all of that, and altough sometimes he does something silly, he always treat me with good J i never wanna know does he has GF or not, is he happy with her or not, and etcetra, that there’s in my mind is make him feel as comfortable in me as possible hehe, with that he’ll stay in me of course J right? I always tell everything to my God about him, everything. But you. If you has GF, you may asks God, ever i asks God for make your relationship be broke? The answer is NOT. Yes i say once again that i asks God everything to you, but i never mention that sentece, i just say “God, make he feels so comfortable in me, make he finds many happiness in me and always wanna stay in my side” just it, and if you think that’s wrong, appologys me please L i just wanna you feel all that in me. You know, right now i really afraid that oneday you’ll go and leave me alone like the first time when we dont know yet, please dont do it, there’s something that wanna i say, i wanna admit something, that i.. i’m... i ... um i love(sayang) you, you are like the one of most important component in my body and really influential in every my day :’) thanks for all that ever you give to me, you know the hardest thing in my life is when i must hide that i love you in front of you and the other, and the hardest thing in my day is when i dont get you and one of everything about you in all day .

Sincerely,

Your   S  e c r e t   A d m i r e r, Isabella Roselini