T.T

okay mom, I'll try to be that girl who is more powerful than this, more immune from the pain that had long attack, but no one is not it? if I complain? if I am fed up with this situation? I am not a prophet who can be perfect, I am just an ordinary girl, I have a heart and feelings are very sensitive and sometimes very sensitive, I was rarely cry in front of you, I always pretend I'm healthy and none approached the pain, yes, not never, I was never complaining, I think it's reasonable, I just you know, I complain it means I can not stand it anymore, I'm tired of holding this pain: (
like tonight, you do not know if I bleed blood this afternoon, I do not want you to know not because I was afraid was told to consume more drugs, but I was afraid I would disturb your sleep, your time, just to think my problem is this is just ,I do not want to bother you more deeply, you know, now, now, when I vent all the flavors in this post, I also was another activity, ie pain, my lips felt sore, sore, why? wounds, bite wounds because I had to keep a sense of dizziness that strikes my head.
 I do not know how long this situation lasts, but I will still try to brave, strong, yes, all for you, return the favor that I was only able to reply to this piece, my tears are my pretty look and feel, I do not will let you see it, I love you, cherish you, pray for me so that I can last much longer: ')